Cheri2008, 61

For now I'm looking for someone to talk to about my situation. You see I just tested positive for this and am having trouble dealing with it all. My wonderful husband had a one nighter back in March and I just found out that he infected me. We've been married for 7 yrs and together for 12 yrs. I could of forgave him for the one nighter but I don't know if I can forgive him for this. At the moment I feel everything is hopeless and I really need some out there to talk to that can relate to this. I don't what to do.... Now I'm not being conceited but I am an attractive woman with a great body that would not have a problem finding someone but I am just crushed with this new news. I really could use some advice from others. Please Help ME To Make Sense OF THis All. I don't know if I can forgive him for this. I wonder if marriage counselling will help but there has been so much deception over the years. I just don't know what to do... The only thing keeping me going are my kids and I feel that's starting to slip away also.